okay this place is quite dead. cus i havent been in the mood fer anything...

rumour is that 'a's results are gonna be released in a week and im quite sure it'd turn out to be true. brightsparks' been sending me tons and tons of scholarship invitations and im still undecided.

you can say that im at one of the major crossroads of my life... though i know some paths are a sure no-no but that doesnt narrow my choices down much actually. i suppose the big problem with me is that i know what i dont want but i have no idea what i really want.

i have ard 2 to 3 weeks to decide on my future. the decision that might most probably affect the rest of my life.

so now what.